i find it kind of funny, i find it kind of sad, that the dreams in which i'm dying are the best ones i've ever had

hihi

i have to apply to schools and shit soon

barfity barf barf

LIFE IS ALL FLOWERS AND SAUSAGES.

i watched the bonus beck dvd tonite (that comes with "the information") and found it utterly POINTLESS. but thats ok coz i still like the stickers.



ummmmmmmmmklklkljklkjklkjlkbleepbleepnokill

bye!

do you know Angela Anaconda?

wikipedia says: Angela Anaconda is a cutout animation cartoon from Canada that aired on the Fox Family Channel (now called ABC Family) in the U.S.. It revolves around an eight-year-old girl named Angela who has wacky brothers, weird friends, and hates a fake-French girl named Nanette Manoir.


it is pretty much the best kids' show in all of nickelodeon. i am seriously serious.

the best episode was when angela did her thing about "I LOVE BOB AND HOT CHOCOLATE".
priceless.

in other news, i just scared my only friend away. boo

i suck at life yay!
loser.

in completely nerd-o news, my mom managed to delete everything from my internet bookmarks and url link thingums. i should be beyond angry coz i prob had over hundreds of bookmarks, all of which were important, buuuuuuuuuuuut im too numb to care.

i finished reading hamlet today. i think i love hamlet even more than holden caulfield. gasp.

oh ya i finished reading "the ringmaster's daughter" the other day and it reminded me of "fifth business" and it was good altho annoying at the end.

what else can i tell you hmmm. oh ya. i joined a facebook group called "stephen harper is a douche".

my new favourite band is akron/family.

i secretly adore pitchfork because of their impeccable journalism. but thats ok, im not completely evil, coz i still love stereogum too.

my mom and my sister are watching THE SHOW again which will bring me back into my shit depressed mode. HOLY MOTHAFUCKA I NEED TO GET OUTTA THIS BODY/TIME/SPACE/CITY.

depressedangryangryangrydepressedangrydepresseddepressed

HI!

friday sucked tremendously. and i have a lot of shit on my mind. on friday nite my mind was all fucked over but im trying to live, okay, wheeeee. and i have zero friends who believe me. instead of rambling about it, though, i think i will shut up for just ONCE in my life.

god im back into my shitty little emo phase all over again. this is 'zactly like grade 10, i think i'm going to fall into a mental blackhole.

i watched the jim carrey version "how the grinch stole xmas"
every time cindy lou comes on screen, i have a minor conniption because she's so goshdarned adooooorable.

somebody send me postcards from italy too:

The shattered soul
Following close but nearly twice as slow
In my good times
There were always golden rocks to throw
At those who admit defeat too late
Those were our times, those were our times

zach cordon is my hero.


ps. thanks soozy for purchasing me a pro account at flickr. sweet.

holy moly.

we could clear this all up

someone buy me sam brown's book THINKING OF YOU. its 5 bucks discount sale, only this week! :O :O :O


holy fuck why am i not studying or doing math homework. ahhh its 1am

i am le procrastinating to death.

i'm studying Irving Penn for photo 12 and i think he is a genius. i'm going to be gaga over his photos for the next lil while. i have to write an essay on him.

see more of his photography here.

im picking at a small scar on my left cheek. i dunno where i got it from but every time a scab forms, i pick pick pick, soooo i'm prob going to be left with that scar forever.

yesterday was family winter supper. i helped denise and dare, who organized it. i am so helpful, right guys? =D

i have a new facebook friend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ... and he is a HOT SHIT EMO GUY. hahahhaha oh dear god. i will post this inside joke later. damn i hope i didn't lose that piece of paper.

ANYWAY.

i have a list of "quotes of the day"... there were so many coz of our class assignment of writing SOAP OPERAS

QUOTES OF THE DAY,
compiled from odds n ends of soap opera lines

pirate captain: "WHERE ON ALL THE SEAS IS THAT BREAKFAST OF MINE?"

casey, the soap opera character: "Yo, Tea, check it."

teagan, the soap opera character: "MY DOOR IS A FUCKTARD! FUCK!"

teagan: "case, shut up. no one cares."

pirate captain: "AVAST! shiver my timbers! Aye yes! Aaaaar. Bucharoo gosh and formel, me hearties!" (oh dear lord i laughed so hard at this one...)


hahaha...
okie doke
ya i find the pirate quotes funny. im a nerd but thats ok coz so are you! =D


TOMORROW IS WINTER FORMAL! WOW DRAMARAMA.

i am looking forward to the formal because im so sick of school these days. woooooo. ewww, today roxy was all "oh did someone ask you for formal?" and i was like NOPE and she's like AWWW DUDE, and i was like "holy fuck you people are weird", especially because its a MUNDO STUPIDO TRADITION THAT NEEDS TO BE ABOLISHED. (the tradition is that grade 8s ask grade 12s out.)

i am hyper and i must study for a chem test

ciao

you can try the best you can

the key to the magic tree.

ps. did i get linked or something? there was a sudden spike in my blog visitor stats.

O_O

i keep running in this never ending race

so save your scissors

THE UNUSUAL GENTLEMAN

click here to buy your own unusual gentleman. (see, i'm nice, i share links. HA)

i gotta go to school for family winter supper tonite. im so hungry blargh blah. im leaving in half an hour.

more random pix coming soon

I GOT MY THREADLESS SHIRTS IN THE MAIL!!!!!!!!!!111one!!!!!11

I’m so excited about this, that I will wear one tomorrow to show it off. Ahahaha I am such a nerd-o.

Today after school I had a giant nap and while I was sleeping, I dreamt of this girl, Mina, who used to be in my elementary school..... she was a bitch and I sort of hated her but I hung out with her anyway. I dunno why I dreamed about her all of a sudden, I haven’t seen her since grade seven. In my dream I was all like “woah its mina” then “ew gross, she's still the same arrogant brat she was five years ago”. I wonder what’s up with her nowadays.

After my giant nap, I went door-to-door in my apartment building trying to sell goddamn poinsettias (you know, those xmas plants? barf.) I sold 12 in about an hour and a half.............. I feel so accomplished. My arms hurt like hell, though. Fucking poinsettia sale fundraisers. they give me uncurable headaches. wooooooooo.

ok fine so today was a lame day (except for this one ultra-sucky thing, which I will post later about).

I promise a less lame blog post soon with PICTURESPICTURESPICTURES of my uber hipster threadless shirts (can you tell im excited or can you tell im excited?)

ciao.

THE CRANE WIFE.

so like, the people who are the most anal about marks are the ones who get 98% averages.

ie goodyshoesboy

ninety eight percent/ youre joking right?

ps. on a completely irrelevant note, stephen now has facebook. DUDE. do i add him? do i add people i am not on talking terms with and/or do not have classes with OR WHAT?!?!?!!??!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? SUCH A TRAGIC DILEMMA WHAT DO I DO WHAT DO I DO WHAT DO I DO?

i am _______.

bye.

i cant stand the idea of going to school tomorrow to see fuckin POINSETTIAS to pick up. oh dear god. BARF BARF BARF BARF BARF BARF BARF

i hate salesmen work.

i need to start on my friends' xmas shiz, ie WRITING GRAND LETTERS THAT GO ON FOREVER AND FOREVER WHILE MAINTAINING GOOD MEANING AT THE SAME TIME.

do you know how much effort it takes?

i have juicy secrets. MUHAHAHAHAHA

ok fine so they're not really secrets
pffft

my head hurts and im totally outta it and i need sleep and i didnt do my homework and my ear hurts and im scrood and im angry and also extremely sad at my stupid state of things and i wish i was a stupid human being.

o youre still here?

why dont you make a fire and die in it

picture by devoted bee
caption by MEMEMEMEME.


i've done math homework and i didn't even cheat. i am thoroughly impressed with myself.

i also did chemistry homework. and hamlet shit

*checks off list*

now i have to write an article for youthink. AHHH worst timing ever. plus the number of essays i have to write for various things is growing exponentially while the deadline creeps closer and closer like an imminent doomsday.

yuck.

i'm still feeling down/low, i dont know why, i think i'm like this every weekend of every week of every month of every year. or maybe this is a recent development. in any case, i'm not feeling too good, bla bla bla.

yesterday denise and i had like 3-hour convo on the fone until like 1am i think and we pretty much discussed everything worth talking about in the universe.

i need to get outta my box.

bye

[talking to denise]

- Jen - Fenny says:
you have more friends than me.

- Jen - Fenny says:
T_T

- Jen - Fenny says:
HAHAHAHAHAH

- Jen - Fenny says:
that's quote of the day

- Jen - Fenny says:
i declare it

but i'll stay the same for you

heyyyyyyyyyy gimme another hamster.

i am depressing the crap out of myself by sitting here talking to lonely people and listening to endless amounts of music. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh holy flip.

i cant go out in the living room because my mom and sis are watching daejanggeum again and i will be depressed as fuck if i catch a glimpse.

i am weird.


- Jen - Fenny says:
i should stop listening to music

- Jen - Fenny says:
it's like a drug and it makes me sad instead of happy

well it's good to know that you'll be okay, i've been waiting for this, and i'll be there to sit while you pray

FENNY'S HOLIDAY WISHLIST

• funny, smart-alecky things
• shit for closet emos
• big fucked up books like james joyce and leo tolstoy... no wait i change my mind
• big fucked up books "paris 1919" and "no logo"
• no one is going to buy me books at this rate.
  
• clothes n sweaters n things. i never have enough clothes.
• paintings fotos drawings
• a huge letter devoted to summarizing and analyzing my life (i'd like someone else to do that for a change.)
• dvds of scarlett johanssen movies.
• other dvds, namely "what's eating gilbert grape". i havent watched that movie for so long.

cds i want that no one is going to pay attention to anyway, despite this very comprehensive list:

• beirut - gulag orkestar
• be your own pet - s/t
• final fantasy - he poos clouds
• pavement - wowee zowee (sordid sentinel edition)
• pavement - crooked rain, crooked rain (reissue)
• jeff buckley - live at sin-e (legacy version)
• sebadoh - III (argh, parentheses again. the 2-disc reissue!)
• sufjan stevens - seven swans
• joanna newsom - the milk-eyed mender

ew. i require expensive gifts. but then, i give gifts generously generally (woah alliteration) sooooo it should go according to karma. right?

ps. i should start doing homework soon. i have soooo much shit due monday, ie chem english math (barf). FUCKING HOMEWORK. ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

pps. i did not do anything today except go to korean skool then take a 2-hour nap on my couch. i was supposed to go to a free concert. i feel lazy. i am "appear offline" on msn. ahhhhhahaha dood.

WOAH. the underdog won the liberal leadership. i'm surprised. i thot it'd be ignatieff or bob rae.

i have hopes that maybe this dude will actually get some things done in canadian politixxx.

from rick mercer blog:

Dion’s victory speech was very good but all it really did was confirm everyone’s preconceived notions of the guy. Liberals see a saviour who will bring them back to power and the Tories are rubbing their hands in glee over the prospect of heading into battle against a French guy who has a dog named Kyoto.

Dion is an enigma to most Canadians and that’s not such a bad thing. He takes over the Liberal party as a relative unknown and as a result people have pretty low expectations of the guy. This is a good position for a politician to be in, he really has nowhere to go but up.

At the end of the day though, watching Dion on stage, I couldn’t help but be amazed at his physical presence. The Liberals went into this convention with a host of choices. They could have gone with a battle-tested politician, a former athlete, a world famous academic or a food bank founder from the West; at the end of the day they choose the nerd.

That’s pretty Canadian.

ack, this post sounds too patriotic. thank god it's not ignatieff is all i can say, ahaha.

oh yaaaaa. being the complete weirdos we are, my sister and i have recently become ULTRA OBSESSED with the liberal party leadership convention. um and TOMORROW MORNING is addressing of the new leader! omgomg. *obsession*

we've been checking rick mercer blog every single day. ohhhhhhhhh jeez.

i bought this shirt from threadless (the best online tshirt store EVER) while i was xmas shopping for my sister.

i am such a geek. i looooove this shirt.

aahahaha.

i bought some others too but you'll have to wait to see them.

gaaaah i already spent $140 on my mom's birthday gifts and my sister's xmas gifts (note the plural). i still need to think of pressies for secret santa and my friends. i'm thinking of taking the creative route and putting together something, because i have enough energy to make shit instead of buy shit this year? i dont know. maybe.

im sleepy. i think i'll snuggle in bed with a book.
byes

continued from Nov 26's blog post:

"LOTS OF RED AND BLUE AND
YELLOW FLOWERS AND A CAT."
the photoshoot.



flowerssss. sunshineeee.


dara's princess pose.


ester hiding.


red blue and yellow


awww friendly stray kitty


SO ADORABLE!!!
$$%dsga@Q#$JFS


this is my "artistic" shot.


the scary tree eats ester.


aww.

wheeeeee.

my scanner sucks and they are all slightly more green than they are in real life, but eh, this will have to do for now.

speaking of photography, i got a 93% mark on my term 1 in Photo 12! yay hoorah hoorah hoorah. i got highest mark of the 9-10 students in the class. (long story about that... but i won't go into it until i scan in my portfolio to go with the story.)


enjoy

MY version of
THE TOP TEN ALBUMS OF 2007.

disclaimer: this list was put together in about 15 minutes. plus i can't remember all the stuff released in the beginning of the year. wheeeeeeeeeeee here goes.

final fantasy - he poos clouds


neko case - fox confessor brings the flood

joanna newsom - ys (pronounced ee-s)


justin timberlake - futuresex/lovesounds


man man - six demon bag


alexisonfire - crisis


beirut - gulag orkestar


decemberists - the crane wife


tokyo police club - a lesson in crime


islands - return to the sea

oh i just realized i forgot about the strokes. hmm they're kind of my top ten fave bands. ohwell ive already made my list.

hmmm.

ENJOY.

SNOWY DAY PICTURES

what a magnificent tree.


i hate my scanner, this looks too green and i can't photoshop it out. GAR


loooove.


my mom makes a snowball


i love the white tree bark


bloo and icy

yay!

we have TWO quote of the day thingums today. just coz


Lara: Butterfly-y says:
oh my baby jenny

Lara: Butterfly-y says:
i want you to COME TO THE SAME UNIVERSITY AS ME

- Jen - Fenny says:
hahahaha wow.

Lara: Butterfly-y says:
PLEASE

Lara: Butterfly-y says:
we can both go to McGill and live happily ever after

Lara: Butterfly-y says:
PLEASE

- Jen - Fenny says:
omfg.

- Jen - Fenny says:
quote of the DAY.



ALSO:

lara: denise, why are u so hurtful

denise: im not hurtful, the truth is hurtful!

jenny: "im not hurtful the truth is hurtful!"?

jenny: aaaaaaaaaaaaaahahaha.


ok bye!

ps. i still love life.

all my lies are always wishes

i love buying gifts for other people and putting together packages of letters/cards/shiz so i'm gonna go xmas shopping tomorrow. oh yeah i love writing xmas cards/letters too. if you've gotten cards and stuff from me before, you KNOW how much time i put into them.

tomorrow is friday. friday means weekend. weekend means fucking FREEDOM. huzzah huzzah huzzah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im seriously morosely depressed for about 10 intense minutes whenever i think about stupid daniel moving away from vancouver. i dont even know why. i just want him around even though i would hardly see him. oh dear god I MISS HIM SO FUCKING MUCH I CANT EVEN STAND IT AND I DONT KNOW WHY I MISS HIM.

i miss things constantly. i need to get rid of this habit.

in other news though, term 1 is over and my mentalfreakyheadedness is GONE. therefore, i am hyper and enjoying life and talking a mile a minute and listening to music and talking to my arch-nemesis aiden (GASP) and i have friends once again.

i love today.

ps. i'm listening to broken social scene's cover of PUFF THE MAGIC DRAGON. how can i not love today. even winamp shuffle loves me.

this is my favourite emo kid

ahahahahahha oh dear.

bye