hoppin' up and down, smile all around

oh god. ive totally crashed. i woke up about five hours ago and i've done nothing since then except take a shower. i need to get a grip and get homework over with.

some pix from yesterday later to come.

in other news, i am having neverending dreams that seem to go on for decades and decades. when i woke up this morning, all the room lights were on... and i was totally out of it. wtf. anyway for three days in a row now, when i wake up i feel like i've missed out years of living.

:O i'm like LSD!

Your Personality Is Like Acid

A bit wacky, you're very difficult to predict. One moment you're in your own little happy universe... And the next, you're on a bad trip to your own personal hell!

What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

sounds accurate enough.
also...

Your Stripper Song Is

I'm a Slave 4 U by Britney Spears"I'm a slave for you. I cannot hold it; I cannot control it. I'm a slave for you. I won't deny it; I'm not trying to hide it." You may seem shy, but you can let your wild side out when you want to!

What Song Should You Strip To?

O RLY?

holy mother. so many pictures. look up the rest of them on my buzznet kthx.

ARTONA GRAD PIXXX.

curlyhair fenny.

dara and jen

aw darey! <3
dave is a pimp.

matt and the girlies

fenny and dave.

jen n ester

me and lara

me and denise

dave and matt... AHAHAHA

psst. we are secretly lovers.

jen says: LOL

me and may. woah

anna and me
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww dude.

anna and dare!

grrrls in black.

SHOE PHOTO! gold silver bronze and black :O

fenny and sean.

SEAL SEX

le sigh.

roxy looks hot.

dara and jordan... they look like very important people.

cait n dennis.
wheeeee everyfuckingbody

AFTER GRAD PIX, we procrastinated for hours then the bunch of us (ester rox dara matt david and i) decided to go to matt's house yay woohooo. we chilled and talked and took pix and took turns calling roxy emo and david kevin. uhhh thats all you need to know for now.

ATTACK OF THE ESTERHAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BEWARE

im wearing matt's huge ass sweatshirt

omfg. i died looking at this picture. ester looks like a sad clown! oh noes!

my hair is so incredibly long.


OTHER PEOPLE'S PICTURES WHEEEE.
(mainly denise's.)

look! it's digger sam and digger dave! ahahahahahahahahahahahah.
oh god please dont kill me.

yayzles. like, bff 4ever!

photo of the year so far. serious. ahahahaha

aylz me rox lara. ps. lara you are so pretty.

i can just see it... 10 years from now, jen is a shit-broke writer while
jordan is the president of the US and A or the CEO for microsoft.

denise and me. aww dude. <3<3<3

there are about twenty bazillion of the same/similar ones on other people's facebook but i am not about to post any of that. phew.

grad pictures was fun. i can't wait to see them. i want to do this all over again. happyhappy

after matt's house, i got home at midnite. dave msged me at 2am:

dave: im bored. can i buzz your apartment right now? i can run over there in like 10 seconds
me: uhh im in my shit clothes and my mom would be like wtf.

although that would have been fun. why didn't i ever think of that? d'oh

whooooo what an insane day i've had. i took grad pictures at the artona studio tonite and i have a CRAPLOAD pictures of dressy peoples. ummmm ester rox dara dave matt and i went to matt's house and ATE LASAGNA AND TOFU and drank milk tea. we are so cool.

i filmed dave doing something incredibly funnee. ahahahahahaahha oh lord.

<3

getting pictures taken was so fun... i want to do it all over again. ahhhh I LOVE LIFE.

a shatload of pix to come soon.

a typical self-portrait.

i want to be forgotten and i don't want to be reminded

i can't even remember what i did yesterday. oh wait yes i do. yesterday in writing class, we were to close our eyes for a "writing exercise"...

teacher: now close your eyes and imagine what you're going to write about. imagine a day that all of you, everyone, will experience. the day... you... die.

students: *GASP* :O


ian wrote a long-winded scifi type of writing: the day he dies will be the last day of the existence of the ENTIRE UNIVERSE and the molecules in his body will implode among themselves due to quantum mechanics and radiation from neighbouring white dwarfs will kill everything and POOF! the WORLD WILL BE OVER.


how lara will die: she will drown in a bathtub, peacefully and semi-consciously. she sinks lower and she knows she should come back up the surface but she doesnt... she floats away... and it's a kind of an aware nothingness when she dies. (note: lar, correct me if that wasnt exactly what you wrote. i know there was more to it)


how i will die: i will be protesting with hundreds, no, thousands others. i will have picket signs. there will be a row of soldiers. people will be shouting. suddenly! the row of soldiers will mount their rifles. there will be a great c h a o t i c deafening scramble as people try to run away and escape the mass exodus. among the confusion, someone will stab me on the back with a picket sign. and i will be shot in the shoulder. i'll faint from the bloody bullet. i will die flattened from the rampaging crowd.


the end.


the student teacher who'd heard me share the story was more or less o_O
it was interesting.

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH THIS IS PURE BRILLIANCE.
the "Will it blend?" series (56 sec)





this is YUMMITASTIC: (1 min 23 sec)

i am such an artiste.

Ester says:
haha jen you are so cool
i idolize you in the smallest way possible
you are awesome

- Jen - Fenny says:
o REALLY.

Ester says:
and david **** would be lucky to talk to you

- Jen - Fenny says:
aaaaaaaahahah righto...
we had a short conversation once. it was about kurt cobain.
it lasted for about 4 seconds.
im sure i had other ones in band but i forget

Ester says:
and pat to sit in a cool hammock on the beach sipping a virgin pinacolada out of the same straw while david **** and george strombo dance around you two in hulla skirts...




BAHAHAAHAHAHAAAAHAAH AHAHA-AHAHAAHAHA
im going to die from laughing too hard.


....

ahhhhhhaaahahaaaaaaaaomfg.


ok bye

ps. i hate grad pix i hate grad pix i hate grad pix i hate grad pix

who didnt see this one coming?! i actually LAUGHED OUT LOUD.

via pitnb: SPEDERLINE IS DUNZO!


ahhhhhhhhhahahahahahaha

by the way. i have to dress up as courtney love on nov 15th. o what glorious fun!

in other news, i'd like to kill my french project very much.

ciao

NOBODY LIKES A BULLY.

im obsessed with checking my email/facebook/gmail these days. i think my brain is trying to force me into procrastinating double amounts. cough cough schoolwork will be the death of me. i can't WAIT for the days of 3rd term, after i've mailed away all my university shite. i wouldn't even need to go to half my courses. CANTWAITCANTWAITCANTWAIT. as for now, i have to work my ass off for decent marks.

i feel like i'm going down a downward spiral in math. i used to be pretty much flawless at it... now it looks all greek to me. i have to actually THINK before doing the questions. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HELP DEAR LORD.

i'm thinking maybe i'm not such a mathy person after all. maybe it's coz the majority of my courses this year are not so numbers-oriented.

in other total nerdgeek news, i hope i did well on my history test. it's pretty much the only class i enjoy. and the rare exception of english class... only because we're studying Hamlet.

what was said about me:

17, and she posts a lot. Shouldn't she be studying or something? I thought blogs were for young professionals who hate their jobs.

ahahahahaha suuuuuuuure.

can i go into hiding please?

MARBLES.

one good thing about blogs is that once you write something barfworthy, you can cover it up as much as possible by writing other pointless posts. sweet

so umm... yea.

i feel relieved because today we had that giant history test and i wont have to worry about another one for quite a while.

check out xiaxue's latest blog post. if that doesn't scream inconsiderate bitch, i dont know what. seriously. what a weirdo.

homework and shitty weather together make me tired and dead as hell. i think the general consensus at school these days is that school sux shit and that everyone needs a vacation.

i'm still in a denial, ever since saturday, when we went to see that play at saints. i'm so unused to the society in big picture, like holy crap the private school kids are frikken rich, yo. i think if i had been born in the late 1890s, i would have grown up to be a communist. ahaha. im not sure if im entirely kidding

i wish i were rich and spoiled and indulged and all that crap. not really for the materialist stuff, but i want to know what it'd feel like. at least i wouldnt be so knifesharp cynicalnegative. money buys happiness right?

in school library right now. its shitting rain outside and it's not stopping. i should go home but i dont want to walk home in the rain. it's very uglygrey today. the last few weeks havent been too happylookingit's that time of the year when you pretty much hate the dreary weather and getting up each morning, only to find your room goddamn freezing. when i wake up i have to turn on the room heating then jump back under the covers until i get warm. plus there is sickness about. everyone is phlemy and coughing. yuck. if you walked through the school hallways with a giant piece of tape, by the end of the day you'd have accumulated a layer of germs and other narsty crap.i need a long weekend now.

oh youre still here?

i should be doing homework but obvs im wasting time away doing pointless shit like scattering flimsy kinder surprise toys all over the desk and highlighting random shit i see.

i need a calendar.

im screwed times INFINITY for shiz tomorrow and all my friends are m.i.a. ie not on msn ahahahaha. oh jeez i need to study russia or some shit.

my sister is as usual annoying the fuck out of me, she asks useless questions like oh mom is there an extra notebook that i can use? like a really big one but you dont have to give me one if you dont have any extra. that's a cue for my mom to search the entire apartment looking for a frigging notebook and my sister to horse around doing nothing. BARF CITY

im listening to the jamiroquai song Canned Heat. you know, the song that napoleon dances to?

ahahahahaha i think someone in 12M should do the napoleon dynamite dance for arts nite. it would be GOLD.

i wanna see the movie again.

HAPPY HANDS CLUB!

i will never bother you, i will never promise to

my mom and my sister are watching 15 dvds over a period of ___ days, its a korean tv show. i dont know how many seasons is 15 effing dvds but they're hardcore watching it and im totally out of the loop.

sometimes i can be really crazy even though im not under, uh, the influence of substances. haha sometimes i think im insane. once i was saying all this stuff to somebody and he thot i was pissed drunk and uh how many times have i been pissed drunk in my life? probably none.

i guess i should stop being weird.

heya im listening to beirut finally after all the hypeshiz about him on pfork. he's going to be my myspace friend. we're tight like spandex.

oh btw denise/lara you missed my lil drama episode on friday after skool coz Ms Lam is an unstable crazy and she went nutso on us plus she was bothering me. ester and i were like um, i think you are outta your mind Ms Lam.

we didnt say that out loud though.

something good happened just now. THANK GOD i was almost about to go severely depressed from such a shit day. i think it' mainly my cold/flu.

byes!

another fucking annoying saturday. ugh my life is shit to the max these days and im so GODDAMN SICK AND FEVERISH. i was taking a nap and i was coughing up snot the entire time.

anyway today the bunch of us went out to dinner in a fancy japanese restaurant that served some japanese omelette specialty thingy, i totally forget what it's called. it was good although we had to wait quite a while for tables......

we went to see the play at saints. it was a good play... near professional stuff. uhhh or maybe im just ignorant about the whole theatre thing and am completely in awe/hatred of their affluent wealthy school shiz. in any case i enjoyed it. twas lovable.

uh.

my sister is bitchy now that her birthday is over blah blah blah i cannot believe she is fourteen years old. but then i am eighteen in six months can you believe that crap.

so i FINALLY saw princess mononoke (in english this time, ha). i lovelovelovelove. its brilliant. it reminded me a lot of nausicaa. i need to see it again soon enough

i got my sister the newish satrapi book and it's pretty awesome. i gave it to her about 4 hours ago and she's finished reading it three times already

btw i ate YUMMY lamb w/ cranberry sauce today.

after skool today dara and i had a huge talk and it made me stressed out to the snapping point but thats ok

i have piles and piles of stuff to read and HOLY FRIG my giant history test is on monday. im screwed