content was always my favourite colour

yesterday i boiled some eggs to eat. i peeled them and was about to dip my egg white into a soft mound of table salt, when my sister snatched it away.


sis: youre not allowed to eat salt because salt causes depression. and youre already depressed enough
me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA AAHAAHAHAHA
me: no wonder i am depressed all the time. (i am sarcastic.)
mom: seriously, no more salt for you. i read it in some paper.


of course i am a bad child so i snatched the salt back to eat with my boiled egg. it was yummertastic.

my life is so eventful.

TOTALLY RANDOM & TOTALLY AWESOME
portraits of lara!
(taken Mar 15, 2007)

as seen in my flickr.


sneer sneer


WHATTA G


her eyes are like black holes.


note my super artistic drawing on her hand.


at starbucks




mmm black coffee


lara with EVOL eyes


lara looking like a five year old


loony lara!

god, im in love with my own pictures. can't stop looking at 'em.

DUDE.

i am ready for this thing to be released.

speaking of harry potter. yesterday ian and i had an argument about dumbledore's death. ian said that he'd come back with a horcrux, which is fucking ridiculous... dumbledore would not use dark magic. IAN IS WRONG AND I AM RIGHT

ok im done my geek thing of the day

fenny and fenise in grade 10

sooo tired. my body clock has not completely adjusted yet. i missed some shit while i was gone, like whats this big thing about quebec elections? must read the newspaper later. it seems like the press is having a field day. plus omfgz angelina has a new adopted baby! god, cant believe i missed THAT. guh.

there was prom dramarama going on today, surprise surprise. god. emily needs to get over zak and the world needs to stop hating emily. impossible? haha

righto.

gasp, guess what. i am accepted to queens university. exciting. especially since people are telling me that queens > mcgill. haha do i sound completely bored about this or what?

ian was a prick today as usual. he rejected rox when she asked him to prom today. HAHAHAHAHAHAH FUNNIEST THING OF THE YEAR. whatta loser.

i have six books on charles dickens signed out that i must return to the library.

hey did anyone see that article in Macleans magazine on facebook? it said that facebook was ruining students' privacy etc. haha oh man.

ANGRY JENNY

school sucks ultra amounts. i am depressed. i want to go back to italy.

i pissed off a lot of people as usual, with my stupid cynical bitchy comments. i provoke people as easily as i blink. ugh. i need a zipper for a mouth. i need to get over myself and stop worrying about fucking prom and homework. ew prom. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH MUST STOP THINKING ABOUT GROSS THINGS.

i need to become a recluse so i can stop offending people.

i miss my vacation.

i will upload italy pictures real slowly, watch out for them on facebook and flickr possibly.

ciao (i miss saying that to people).

oh ya im accepted! :D they sent me their phonebook-thick calendar shit. i have a fone call from them too but i am way too fucking tired to check it on the answering machine.

i have to accept by june 1 if i want to go, but gahhh no time to think about this right now.

on a completely irrelevant note, i have to write a short story by wednesday ie. i will die tomorrow.

crap im exhausted. i miss everything and everybody. my body has stayed awake for more than 24 hrs straight. i need sleep. bye.

Holy greetings everybody!

i came back from the italy/switzerland trip about five hours ago. woke up in lucern, switzerland, about 24 hours ago and i have not had any sleep. am about to flip out so maybe i should go catch some z's (haha i hate that expression).

i loved italy. if you know me then you know that i will have loved it. i want to go back and do it all over. i took over 1200 pictures. i might post them slowly...

you aren't allowed to take pictures within the Sistine Chapel,
but i guess this person did. (stolen from some GIS)

at Rome i saw the colosseum, the pantheon, spanish steps, trevi fountain. in the Vatican, i entered the Sistine Chapel... my god. at Florence, i saw the ACTUAL REAL AUTHENTIC PAINTING of the "birth of venus". it was like entering holy ground. i saw Michaelangelo's David as well as other amazing works of art (this was an art trip, after all). went to Pisa, Assisi, Bellagio, Como Lakes, Verona. i went to Venice! so fucking amazing i will have to at least post pictures of my gondola ride through the canals later. Lucerne/Switzerland was orderly and clean and had amazing Swiss cheese...

birth of venus, by botticelli

it is depressing to think about the fact that i must go to school tomorrow morning instead of wake up at a hotel room and eat a swiss cheese and ham breakfast.

++++++++

i dont really have any intentions of keeping this blog alive, thanks to lara, the future hemingway. nevermind. it's a long story. hey i kept an entire day-by-day diary during the trip, maybe i will type some of that out for this blog.

i read xiao's THE GREAT GATSBY on the plane from toronto to vancouver (connecting flight from zurich). gatsby has stolen my heart and all its valves.

MY NAME IS ANGELA HEY HELLO! WELCOME TO MY VERY OWN SHOW

oh man. THIS is the BEST KIDS' SHOW I EVER WATCHED.

Angela Anaconda Theme Song (0:31)

im almost done my fucking essay. i just need to type it out. we are all procrastinating a leeeettle too much tonite. behold our procrastination via spamming each others' inboxes in an ongoing email of pointlessness:

elison is my english teacher. yknow. she assigned the essay...

and this was all in a 1.5 hour period. i don't know how many i sent, but altogether we must have sent over 30 tonight.

ok i must go typetypetype.
at this rate i will not have enough energy to even copy my math homework from the back of the textbook.

ciao

denise, 2 years ago. taken at quilchena park

dooods. i might go to korea this summer. MIGHT being the operative word. i will be traveling by myself.

there is a huge English researh paper due tomorrow and everyone of 12M are skipping classes so they can work on this paper. HAHAHAHA what geeks. cough. i skipped two blocks and worked for an hour this morning. i have 2 pages done, i need at least 3 more!!!

GAH.

i have been fooling around with my new camera. i need to absorb the manual before i go on the trip on saturday. MAN. the camera isn't bad, but the picture quality is shittacular compared to my canon slr's. i just have to remember to take pictures of only pretty things and they won't look half as bad.

today in spare, ben and i sat there listening to Dick In A Box off his ipod. then he fell asleep and i was out of it and i asked "yo ben are you awake?" occasionally while staring off into space.

tomorrow is THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL BEFORE SPRING BREAK! i cant wait to fucking celebrate the end of this stupid english paper.

i bought a prom ticket today. frikken 120 bucks. now all i need is a dress, a date, shoes, etc. hahahahaha jesus. lets not think about prom because it makes me want to hurl a little.

ciao

Today is March 14... so

HAPPY PI DAY (pi = 3.14;

today's date is 03/14)

HAPPY STEAK AND BLOWJOB DAY

god why am i being such a geek.

ANYWAY, today is a happy day because the sun shining outside is SIMPLY BEAUTATIOUS, my report card handed out today is BEAUTIFULLY GEEKY, and lots of my university shit is DONE AND OVER WITH.


let's dance and celebrate!!!!


i got colour slide film from my photography teacher today. i am excited to make use of that film. holy shit shit shit shit shit i am fucking bouncing off the walls with sunny-side-up giddiness!

EMO KIDS CLICK HERE!

depresses the fuck out of me. just look at the way he practices his left arrow three's.

Jen // Fenny says:
who do you want to sit with honestly [at prom]

•denise• says:
i dun even KNOW

Jen // Fenny says:
SERIOUSLY

Jen // Fenny says:
WHOM DO YOU VALUE

•denise• says:
no one

•denise• says:
David So

Jen // Fenny says:
god.

Jen // Fenny says:
....

Jen // Fenny says:
[speechless]

i may not always love you

fucking dickens
ugh

WHEN THE DEVIL CAME, HE WAS NOT RED. HE WAS CHROME.
he said "COME WITH ME"
coooooooooooooooome with me
coooooooooooooooome with me
coooooooooooooooome with me

i am angry and if i werent so energy-dead, id be breathing out fire

when the devil came, he was not red; he was chrome

oh yea. i watched SEVEN YEARS IN TIBET (starring brad pitt) today on history channel and i love the movie because it has such strange beauty. i want to go to tibet or elsewhere equally exotic.

the movie's about this austrian dude Harrer and the Dalai Lama. the plot was slow and hella unprogressive but the pictures were lovely to look at.

then i switched to ctv and watched a 180 degrees different movie, serendipity. fuckin chick flicks! they grab me and when i'm done watching i sigh because i have just wasted two hours watching predictable, commercial-embedded tv. i discovered something new tho: i love john cusack's voice.

ANYWAY. i wasted a day today la la la what else is new?

ps. i have downloaded the pulp fiction soundtrack and the lost in translation soundtrack and the life aquatic soundtrack.

i was a complete facebook addict yesterday. i went through all of my friends' friends and found more people i used to know back in grade six/seven. holyyy motherfucker. it's weird when you leave a place and its people, and you come back to it years later and its like WOAH YOU CHANGED A LOT THOUGH YOU LOOK 'ZACTLY THE SAME.

i went through this girl pam's pictures and saw the pinetree peeps partying pictures (woah major alliteration there). it dawned on me that all the teens living in coquitlam are hos, geeks, and sons of bitches. there are maybe three sane kids in the whole goddamn tri-city. ugh thank GOD i do not live there anymore.

i'd rather stay here in the rich asian kid neighbourhood. hahahahahahhahahakfsfksja

i should post some of their pictures and laugh at my loserness

IM SO STUCK IN THE FUCKING PAST i dont even know why i try to remember all these mcms kids. i talked to thomas and he was all "oh yea. creideann dropped out of highschool." i was all, umm WHAT, since WHEN.

k bye.

ps. im not as agitated as i sound, though i was fucking out of my mind yesterday. i need to get over obsessions and then i need to get over the fact that i like to obsess a lot.

CONTINUED FROM LAST POST

Roxy <3>
oh man!

Roxy <3>
that means ian doesnt have a prom date

Jen // Fenny says:
OMFG!

Jen // Fenny says:
... gasp

Roxy <3>
haha

Jen // Fenny says:
youre a genius

HOLYCRAP

!!!!!!!!!!!

i am such a gossip queen

DUDER. do you KNOW what this means!?!?!

i wonder if she dumped him

co-fucking-quitlam

yesterday nite, rox lara dare and i went to see the musical "bye bye birdie" at ubc. it was an all-students production... which means full of glitches. it was still pretty hilarious though, and i wholeheartedly lurrve musicals.

one of the cast members, adam, used to go to school with me in coquitlam, and i was all GASP ITS THE ADAM when i finally recognized him. i didn't know him all too well back in grade six, though he was on my team (this middle school "team" concept is hard to explain). plus i sat next to him in band once. ugh i have a weird memory.

i bet i have my middle school yearbooks somewhere still. i designed the front cover for my grade seven yearbook because i am awesome. i should take a picture of that cover... once i find it.

we met up with malcolm afterwards and did shit but i will post that later because i am awaiting accompanying pictures from rox. i want to ask rox to post the pictures up, but im afraid she might eat me, so i won't. yet. heh

my blog stats have skyrocketed briefly because of the pictures Pan's Labyrinth and Pulp Fiction i posted. ugh hahaha.

royale with cheese

RANDOM PHOTOS

more at my flickr

creepy painting on the wall...
















there's a sky over the mannequins! LOVE.






there's a CLOUD EXPLOSION



ok more to come later.

i watched a korean movie called Sopyonje. i think it may be one of my favourite movies ever, although im sure i didn't catch everything that was said. it's about a family of traditional pansori singers who travel from town to town, performing for money.

the traditional music in the movie flows and mesmerizes. the whole thing is so goddamn sorrowful. the plot is as tragic as some old russian novel. it's a different kind of depressing from north american movies.

it's got a 8.4 rating on IMDB if anyone cares. plus the director's a pretty acclaimed guy.

after i watched the movie, i went through my mom's giant stack of rarely-listened-to cds. i fished out a couple pansori cds.

pansori is like the opera, but only in the sense that it tells a story through singing. there are no costumes, stages, props or orchestra whatsover. the entire story is sung by one person in simple attire, accompanied by someone on a drum. the point of pansori is that it tells the sad tales of the common people (as opposed to aristocratic people).

sometimes the most stripped-down pieces of art make your heart turn into a puddle of jello.

sell your body to the night

procrastinating again. woop de doo. i have had it with studying ugh i dont think i will do anymore.

...

we're going to see Malcolm in a ubc musical production friday nite! he plays piano. dare lar and i will have the NITE OF OUR LIVES, im sure. yay musicals! i was almost in one, when i was in grade six. hahaha. "almost" being the operational word. anyhoo...

some pictures from the
"60s 70s 80s dressup dance"


my friends are crazies




warhol-inspired ally


greensweater roxxxanne


gangsta rox.
HAHAHAHAHA right in front of a frigging starbucks.
rox is so ghetto compared to the rest of us
coz she lives in vancouver eastside. gasp.
soooooo ya


THATS ALL FOR TODAY FOLKS

TIME FOR ME TO CRAM/GOTOBED.

une annee sans lumiere

HI EVERYBODY.

today there was an "emergency meeting" for grade 12s and there were transcripts and forms to be discussed. also we are voting our grad class valedictorian soon. well, they have to be nominated first, then we can vote. there is hushchattertalk going on about who'll be valedictorian.

people are saying jacob will get valedictorian... which i find funny but i think he'd do a good job of it. i'd rather have the valedictorian be a guy than a girl because girls are finicky and annoying if not completely ewwwfying.

i need to get my shit together for university crap and my FUCKING english research paper. GAH. not to mention scholarships.. . . . . .f.f..sfa.f.rds/agq.q.q..dsag

in other news... i have no other news.

life is going to go by VERY quickly after spring break ends. oh man. a mere three months till graduation ceremony... in fact, 3 months exactly. wowee.