i despise it when i say something totally vulnerable and honest and the other dude is like "ummm you're lying". HOLY FUCK THAT ANNOYS ME SO MUCH. like im SLICING AND HANDING YOU A PIECE OF MY HEART. it tears up my insides and my nose stings and i become ready to bawl.

except im not such a crybaby.


ok mayb i am
not really.
i don't really know anymore because i dont cry at the right things

my kitchen smells like oyster right now, i think im going to puke.