Sunday, October 21, 2007

pretty ugly before

WARNING: do not read on if you are lara. unless you want your letter spoiled.


i wrote this in english class. lara gets this in her letter. no i haven't mailed them yet, i'll send 'em out soon. (dara's and lara's aren't done yet, and i want to send them out all at once.)

oh lara. we need to do that acid-dropping in disneyland thing. i want to be scared to death. i want m life to be a lucy in the sky with diamonds music video. colourful and whimsical and airy fairy and relaxed and tense and sweet as candy, freaky as a circus. i want to run away to a circus. cirque du soleil. i want to wear masks and stand on the tall stage, absorbing the raptured crowd's applause. i want to be radiant. glowing with fake make up, rolling on glittery balls, shiny silver unicycles, retro and romantic as a 20s movie. i want to feel the adrenalin as i step onto the tightrope. i want people to gasp. i want people to take pictures, flashing away and shutters clicking madly.

holy shit what a rant.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

JEN YOU ARE THE BIGGEST MEANY. Do you know how tempted i am to read that?