something in the way she moves

dude. i found my favourite raymi post and i NEED to post it here because i've been looking for it for like, a year. ive been reading raymitheminx for at least three years. whoaaaaaaaaaa

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Friday, February 20, 2004



she is the rain


all i ever do is think about how i feel, and all i ever feel is terrible


i lose everything


i am told that if you resist the natural urge to come to the surface for air, drowning is the least painful method of death that there is


in the meantime, i could withdraw to my room, could hide and sleep as if i were dead


i don't know if i'm running because i'm scared or if i'm scared because i'm running


be careful of your heart


by then, i was a perfect weirdo by any standard


ice cubes and icebergs and ice floes and ice statues, where a girl use to be


i wanted so very badly to write a book that felt as bad as it feels to feel this bad


Depression is a very narcissistic thing, it's a self-involvement that is so deep and intense that it means the sufferer cannot get out of her own head long enough to see what real good, what genuine loveliness, there is in the world around her


a child who has gone blank


high on tequila and seeing visions of vineyards in my dreams


( 2:04:00 AM ) raymi lauren


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