needle in the hay

ugh frustration! i cannot believe what a stupid situation i am in hahaha. this is so grade seven.

ANYWAY trying to forget about that. wow its amazing how little i complain. (ha)

today i woke up hella late and had lunch/supper with ray. we had an awesome three dip platter appetizer, it was so freaking yummy. i also had a plate of teriyaki salmon fusilli, which was actually kind of nasty. never ordering that again. we went to the BMV next to world's biggest bookstore afterwards and i browsed books while ray browsed dvds. i found some great books for cheap prices! i picked up paris 1919, motorcycle diaries and catch-22, but didn't buy them.

i bought Heartbreaking Work of a Staggering Genius and No Logo for my sister, who has given me a giant list of books for the xmas wish list. i'm glad i found them for so cheap. i bought Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance for myself. i might have to go back and buy some more though. buying books is so freakin satisfying.

i cleaned my room a bit and threw all my scattered dirty clothes in the laundry hamper -- i have SO much freakin' laundry to do. it's going to take at least four loads. the hamper is stuffed. i did some dishes too finally. holy crap i've been living like a rat the last few days because of my freakin' exam and article.

we watched Royal Tenenbaums on my laptop and ate popcorn and had green tea and afterwards just chilled and listened to music while i msn'ed and ray played with my camera.

now i'm listening to Elliott Smith's "Needle In The Hay", which is the song that Richie Tenenbaum slits his wrists to. actually it's a pretty good song to attempt suicide to. wow i'm weird. the wrist slit scene is pretty disturbing actually, all that blood trickling down onto the bathroom floor.