baaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

i clearly can't grow up.

i feel like everybody is running to & fro, obsessing about important things, while i sit here and do complete utter shit in mediocrity. yeah right, at this rate i wont even get into college or find (insert abstract idea here) or become what i want to be (whatever the fuck that is). fuck you productive people.

im being so irrational it's almost funny. almost.

today i listened to a shitload of fall out boy and belle & sebastian and the most serene republic and bikini kill and sufjan stevens and death cab for cutie and glassjaw and even panic! at the disco and i think my heads going to explode because i hate everything.

... woah, that made so much sense.

i have a friend who's completely in love with a nice boy and they're so adorable i want to hug them / barf my insides out. no wait, i dont want to barf my insides out. they are good people and blarrrrrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhh fuuuuuckkkkkkkk youuuuuuuuuuuuuu. (i dont mean this.)


*dies*


"FUCK ART, LETS GO DANCING"