for some reason, i am in a horrible absent-minded mood today. i look in the mirror and my face looks glum and vacant.
mellon collie and the infinite sadness... i think i will listen to that record now.
it's snowing outside. flurries. there's a layer of snow on the pavement. i like stepping on thin layers of snow. it's soft, like stepping on feathers. or bubble wrap. outside, it's hushed and silent.
time to time, when something REALLY GOOD happens, i feel horrid sad all of a sudden. then i have to make myself snap out of my ultra emo-dom. yikes. not that something good happened today... nothing happened today.
i got published in youthink again. soooo lame.
i miss doing stuff i haven't even experienced. i guess longing is the right word.
"we'll crucify the insincere tonite... believe in me as i believe in you, tonite." - smashing pumpkins.
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