whenever i feel like shit, it seems like the first thing i do is BLOG. i have a giant urge to do so, whenever i'm stressed/pissed. is this abnormal, or is this abnormal? aren't people supposed to TALK ABOUT IT and TAKE INITIATIVES and COME UP WITH A SOLUTION, instead of hide away and be mad at an INTERNET DIARY?

i dunno exactly why i'm like this, but i'd like to be cliche-normal-cool for just once. and have friends who see me as cliche-normal-cool. etc. bla bla bla blablablasldfs. right now im in the "cynical weirdoid bitch that has gone semi-lunatic" niche. how pleasant. im ever so grateful.

jebus.

if you want to succeed, i think being as unoriginal as you can possibly be is the way to go. all that "be-yourself" stuff is bullcrap.