GAH im about to go crazy right now. i want to cry and laugh and barf and sleep and dance and throw myself out the window, all at once. this 15-minute ultradepression will go away as soon as i eat, hopefully. i haven't had a meal for 13 hours. i've been hungry since i went to bed last nite. yikes.

what the fuck am i doing here?

i want to watch paris je t'aime.

observation of the day: watching poured milk whirl in your tea is waaaaay trippy. the red tea and white opaque makes marble for five seconds and it looks so awesome. i want to film a teacup with milk being poured and stick the footage in a totally awesome movie i will one day direct.

i have no idea where that came from.