went to esther's birthday party yesterday. oh man. i took 6 disposable cameras worth of pictures at her party, i cannot wait to see the pictures. haha. people were wallowing in their depression and hidden problems all night. it was really serious and all, except i am an heartless idiot and i felt like giggling the whole time because everything was just too ridiculous and immature and predictable and a COMPLETE BORE.
a whole LOTTA shit happened and now xiaos HELLA mad at me. this is soooooo cool. yum
rox and michel had a giant cathartic talk and i did not understand the importance of. i am such a prick ahahahah!
dave and i had a talk and i wish i had been drunker because i want to remember it less. ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew
everyones being a stupid retard and i want to laugh at them for being obsessive and emo. can you believe im saying these words? hahahaha.
actually it wasn't that bad of a night. it was just funny at some parts. like tobs was there and i said all this shit to her that i totally didn't even mean. and the whole time i was talking i was like "whoa why am i saying this? i dont mean even a morsel of what im saying right now". so whack. anna brought with her two gorgeous guys and i have no idea where in blue hell they popped out of. then she called me beautiful and i was so weirded out.
heather was there. she was great because she didn't lose her head like others did. (please excuse my hypocritical comments.)
i woke up late and we had breakfast and we lay in lara's back porch, soaking up the sun. that was nice.
i'm so ready to close myself in a bubble and sit and think in silence where no one can bother me.
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