how can i find peace?

i just blocked like 20 people so i could talk to one person. lara and rox are gone tomorrow morning and dara isnt going to see me before she goes to LA. denise gets here in threeish days.

what should i do tomorrow?

a) sleep all day
b) do housechores
c) paint 'n' read
d) go swimming
e) see a psychiatrist
f) pack up and leave for mars