photo: ilisu

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee i am hypergiddy slash uber tired and lacking in sleep. last nite i rolled around in my bed until 3am, because i couldn't fall asleep. i thought a million things to do for ktb instead. weird. i am so coming down to a crash this weekend because by then i will have zero energy.

i realized today that i am a total everything-wannabe. photographer wannabe, artsy person wannabe, journalist wannabe, music asshole wannabe, genuinely nice person wannabe, etc. it doesnt quite bother me as of now because my brain is too busy thinking about other things, ie. the enormous amount of homework we have these days. oh, did i ever mention just how much time i spend just thinking about keep the beat? ha ha ha.

tomorrow, the school schedule changes up again and it will totally screw me over for the next three weeks. i am so inflexible to change. ugh.

so much too do, so little time.

whenever i write something sarcastic on my blog and write 'ha ha ha' right after it, im always afraid that no one will catch what the fuck i'm saying. therefore making me look weird and absolutely incoherent.

i must do a shitload of research for socials soon.

i don't know if i will ever be able to do any real volunteering this term. i have approx. 3 hours from helping out set up the school assembly, but i need at least 7 more hours by the end of may.

i should stop complaining and just do the goddamned things i complained about not doing. ok ok im'a gonna go be productive. bye.