nearly 4am. not sleeping.
went to zach's house for a pool party. it was fun and mindless in a predictable way. and a question springs up in my mind...
WHY is it that when i'm alone, i seek company, and when i'm in company, i can't stand to be there? hmmm? why do people piss me off so fucking easily. no, scratch that -- why am i so easily offended by some things while i'm completely untouched by much worse things?
i'm living in a box. or my head.
do you think i need more friends? different friends? am i weird?
ugh
on a positive note, guess who poked me on facebook. after seven years since our last meeting, my GRADE FIVE TEACHER has found me. i know this sounds ultra-lame but she was the best teacher i've ever had, and we were pretty close. she was awesome. i think she was in her late twenties then, so she must be around 35 now. married and all.
i was weirded out because just earlier this week i found a picture of her and me when i was organizing photo albums. i haven't seen her for at least six years, except this one time i THINK i saw her in costco with her boyfriend (her husband now). i didn't say hi cuz i'm a retard.
just - whoa.
sadly, grade five was probably the greatest year of my childhood if not LIFE, and i am nostalgic.
my life is a wes anderson movie
1 comment:
very cool picture.
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