sigh. so. im incredibly jealous of ester. but im supposed to be the cynical one, i can't be like whine whine i wish i were you blah blah because then she'd be like WHY and i'd be like ummm because of so-and-so and she'd be like GASP and i'd be like OH NO BUT DONT TELL EVERYBODY! then of course she would and it'd spread like wildfire.

hahaha eww. that scenario was extremely dramatized by the way.

anyway, in completely unrelated news, i "sold" my three photographs to Vain Ian. ahahah. well i haven't been paid yet but i will be. dunno. i bet you ANYTHING that he's meeting his gf today. that's why he wanted those damn pictures coz he obvs wanted to show off how hot he looks in the picture. (and maybe even give her the pictures if he decides to be considerate).