this afternoon, we somehow wound up in eastside vancouver (broadway/main) and i felt like an outsider, which is ironic because i fell in love with everything there. we went into cafes that i actually LIKED. this is amazing. i felt like an outsider because i spend all my time in the sterile, clean parts of downtown or in the westside. i guess i am afraid to go places with personality. either that, or i need an accomplice to go on a van-eastside adventure with me.
mang i am weird. i'm afraid of the people and things i love. i don't quite know why. i guess being afraid is part of initially falling in love. thus when i love, i feel afraid. does this mean i am afraid to love? no! i "fall in love" with stuff every day, though i am incapable of showing that i love, especially people. i have become too withered and sour and cynical to show that i love. (holy abstract. since when do i talk like this?)
wow that was some tangent that i went off there.
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my friends xiao and paul have recommended me this movie called BEFORE SUNSET and its prequel. we were talking about europe/my italy trip both times. i should watch it. it is supposedly a must-watch for bleeding romantics. HAHAHA.
god im in a weird mood.
click picture for its flickr page!
1 comment:
hey i've totally seen bits of that movie and was totally intrigued. we should watch it.
lara d
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