a b-boy standing in my b-boy stance

i listened to Beck's odelay twice today/nite and i perpetually felt like i was in one of those sandy deserts, wearing a cowboy hat, with my hair swishing in the dry wind, driving on the endless road with a rusty static radio on, a twangy folk song. odelay odelay odelay odelay, he sings.

then i became a couch potato and watched Back to the future (parts 1 and 2) and Jerry Maguire on tbs. hahahahaha. i am on the verge of having zero life. i feel that way especially after volunteering, where i heard people talk about their party-twice-a-day routine. weeeird.

i have been in a bitchy and spacey mood all day. during lunch my sister was reading Albert Camus and i wanted to say "why are you reading that, youre too stupid to understand." it wouldnt have been very surprising if i said it cause we say shit every day to each other but i ran out of energy to say anything.

i am pms-ing. i slept for 2 hours during mid-day after i got home. and i got yelled cause i was being lazy.

i am way out of it.

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meh my day was so stagnant and stupid.