it's like i wrote every note with my own fingers

the best death would be to drink perfume and die of that.

it'd be totally drama-romantic.
and aromatic.
it could have some fat meaningful side to it, too
like some beautiful death
ew, that sounds very cliched
actually, it would be good in a story
as some metaphor
or something,
or something.

...

i had a can of v8 for dinner today and i ate lots of slices of white cheese and when i got home i slept for about three hours and when i woke up i was cold in my thick sweatshirt. plus the phone was ringing when i woke and i was completely delusional slash disoriented for about five minutes because i'm always like that when i wake up abruptly from naps. my dad called.

i am clearly lacking in sleep. bye.

- Jen - Fenny says:
i dont think i've ever looked at your eyes closely.