i had a weird concert dream today.. there were a lot of hazy lights and confusion and people. i forget.

i had a cookie ice cream just now. mmmmm.

tomorrow is canada day - it feels weird because it's already july. fuck fuck fuck my time as a kid is running out. im sad.

the kitchen smells like hazelnut and coffee. my mom bought a thing of instant flavoured coffee because our coffee bean grinder is broken. i wish there was a camera that captured smells. i've been sniffing my empty mug once in a while.

my whole family is tired out and our apartment is incredibly messy. my sister's swimming gear is all over the house - i dont know how she manages to scatter out her stuff so thoroughly. the living room couch is a sorry sight, it's half-dead from plopping down on it too frequently. there are books all over the tables. nothing ever stays in the shelves for very long.

i havent had a proper meal so far today. in the summer i live off cookies and instant packaged noodles. maybe i'll make dinner.