zach's having a bbq/pool party tomorrow after our socials exam. we severely need one too, i don't think our class has had a big get-together since... a loooong time ago, i can't remember when. our class is breaking into shards of cliques (not that it wasnt like that before. but recently we haven't put much effort in even pretending that we're all good ol buddies. i guess the thing in white rock was sort of like a class get-together except it wasnt really. i remember in grade 8/9 when we had an all-inclusive mini party like every friday. whatever happened to that?

... i dont even know why im complaining, since i'm supposed to be the antisocial cynic. ha ha ha

no doubt that some of us are gonna drift off to matt's house during zach's thing. they live a minute apart.

i had a strange dream this morning... i was walking down the street and i entered a whorehouse and one of my acquaintances from school was a prostitute there. i left, saying i didnt want anything, and she got very offended and started throwing shit at me and screaming at me.

uhh yeah. plus i had another dream but it's so indie-geeky it doesn't even make sense... i think i've been listening to a little too much My Bloody Valentine and Neutral Milk Hotel.

my computer is still in the repair shop, so i can't waste time on the internet as much as i'd like to. or blog as much as i'd like to. well, i guess those two things are the same thing, kind of. umm yeah. i better study anyway. fuck! all i've done this week is cram.