raymi

i dunno where everybody is.. i haven't been on msn for a while and havent seen any of my friends since monday and i feel like im in some prison cell. whereeeeeee areeeeee youuuuuuuu allllllllllllllllllllllllll?

i haven't been out of my apartment for hours and hours and hours
eww.

i made a list of THINGS TO READ AND WATCH OVER THE SUMMER and taped it onto the fridge. yuh. it has a list of books and dvds. i guess since im not doing any big fat productive things this summer i should at least try to uh not waste too much time. im sick of over-thinking about summer productivity in a way, it seems like everyone is treating summer as if its no longer a time to relax but to achieve something that you can put on your resume that no one else will have, ie a billion hours of volunteering and a $10-an-hour-job.

barf.

i think i just hate productive people in general.

my mom hates the summer cause summer means the start of my sister's insane routine of swim practices and swim meets. i think my mom spends like 3 hours each day just driving my sister around. plus, swim meets are abominable coz there are lil retarded parental cliques depending on how fast your child is in races, on whether your child goes to private/public school, among other things...