i watched Spirited Away. ahhhh amazing movie. i don't know how miyazaki films manage to be so bizarre and freakishly creepy and awfully touching at the same time. i dunno. i need to watch it again soon.

i cut up and ate some fruit after i finished watching the movie, and in my head, i could see every single move i make in miyazaki cartoon form. i felt like something was gonna go POOF and when i turn around, something bizarre would be there. it's like my brain is tricked or voodooed into thinking as if real life were animated film.

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on a completely irrelevant note, i think i'm going to kamloops and squamish at random points in july. that'll be fun. no, seriously. anything to get out of monotonous petty vancouver shit for a while. i love speeding through the highway with all the windows open and there is not a worry in the world and all you can do is look forward to whats coming ahead of you and you drive for three hours while you listen to red hot chili peppers and you feel high with adrenalin as if you're making a road trip to california and everything seems to be fascinating and free and not-tied-down and the fact that you're going to a tiny town in the middle of bc doesn't matter coz you're just excited to be somewhere other than within your shitty four walls.

damn straight.